Sorry for a young life

A special post Medical laboratory technician was found dead in the morning of the  November 30th by his roommate.

According to his family member`s word,he  died  of illness.

But what kind of illness can crush a heathy 26-years-old male immediately?

A sudden death？

It was wildly rumoured that, he`s a alcoholic,the vomit after drunk choked the life out of him .

He 's a hard-working people and alcoholic in my impression.He said the only one word to me at the table in Marth of this year:Are your lover dead?He ought to be happy in the celebration of the performance , however, his sorrow look is really confusing,his eyes filled with loneliness.

My lover is alive at the southeast of the country,I'm not a slut.His activity  has beyond the bound of a human-beings,I can't accept  other people`s flirtation.So l pretend to be deaf and dumb,responded him with silence at that time.

I come across him and his girlfriend at street in August.I was admiring these couple's happiness and feel happy for them.

It connects my memories of my lover holding my hand,but my lover ignore me  and hurts my heart now.

Quite unexpectedly,he died so young.He might not experience with good life.Sorry for him and his family.