strive for personal growth

It is common for people to (it is + 形容词 + for sb. to do sth.是固定句型)have a sense of laziness(laziness”是“lazy”的名词形式,laziness”为抽象名词，不需要使用定冠词“the”，直接说“a sense of laziness”更合适). When we really need to do (need作实义动词时，用法为“need to do sth.”) something that can benefit personal growth ( “benefit for”用法错误，“benefit”作及物动词时，直接跟宾语，应改为“benefit personal growth”) we would love to strive for it. But now I am not as energetic as I used to be. The sluggishness of the brain and the dullness (“brain's sluggishness”表达错误，应改为“the sluggishness of the brain”；“duller”是形容词比较级，这里应使用名词形式“dullness”) lead me to give up easily. Just now, I wrote a new schedule for November and this time I will try my best to make progress in English.

There are forty days leading up to the IEST (“up to”是介词，后面应接名词或代词，应改为“leading up to the IEST”,IEST是缩写 要the). I am overcome with lots of emotions, such as overwhelming (“overwhelm”为动词，这里应该使用名词“overwhelming), depression, expectations, and anxiety.