每一天34

怦然心动

All I ever wanted was for Juli Baker to leave me alone.

It all begin in the summer for 1957, before the start of second grade.

Here we are.

What do you guys think?

  I like this place.

It's cool,.Uh, what color is my room?

  Just you wait.

Let's see what's inside.

Hey, come on. buddy Bryce.

Why don't,uh, you and I go help unload the van and the womenfolk here can get in the kitchen and start sitting up.

Ok, dad.

For me, it was the beginning of what would  be  a more than half a decade of strategic  avoidance and social discomfort.

Hi, I'm Juli Baker.

Hey hey, what are you doing?

Don't you want the some help?

No there's some valuable things in there.

How about this one?

No no no

Why don't you run along home. Your mother's probably wondering where you are.

Oh no, my mom knows where I am. she said is fine.

It didn't take long to realize this girl could not take a hint.

It is crowded in here with three people.

I don't mind

Of any kind

You wanna push this one together?

Bryce, isn't it time for you to go help your mother?

Oh yeah.

I mean, nothing would stop her.

I was about to tell her to get lost when the weird thing happened.

I couldn't believe it

There I was holding hands with this strange girl.

How did I get into this mess?

Well, hello

I see you've met my son.

uh-huh

Finally, I did the only many thing  available when you are 7 years old.

道德经 第25章

有物混成，先天地生。寂兮寥兮，独立而不改，周行而不殆，可以为天下母，吾不知其名，字之曰道，强名之曰大。大曰逝，逝曰远，远曰反，故道大，天大，地大，王亦大。域中有四大，王居其一焉。人法地，地法天，天法道，道法自然。

我本何相，又逐何相，亦不过始终执意。极而必返，周而复始。

我只是为了最终来得及说一声：再见。