A new strange circle

This evening Ms Cao gave a reading lecture , from which I got much strength and energy , as the suggestion Big Sister Ms Liang made , we'd better not seek anything outside, but to go within to meet unsuspected self and then to become a better self , to be honest , I'm getting used to the slower pace , I suppose I could spare some time to think about the things I have done , then have the following ones ready , even if it isn't so nice , it's still OK .

However , before going to bed , my cousin' s messages had me suspect what I said above , her son, a fifth grader got 93 for Chinese , 92.5 for math , 99.5 for English , so excellent , but she still got her son have three more extra-curricular tutoring classes , do I fall behind the times ? or are they working too hard ? I don't know the answer .