The present is the best

A new pattern is coming to my life, my boy seems like his farther more，and willing spend more time staying with him. So I got time to do my own thing for example learning English and technical, and boy also will learn the family responsibilities from his dad.

Of course, it also has some bad effects, my boy maybe don’t understand why mom can’t company with him. And sometime He says bad mommy, good daddy. He compared two together because I always take less time to play and read with him，when do cooking or exercise. If past me listen to this, i will blame myself and try to do some make up for it, that can help feel      better shortly. But now I just observe him if he feel bad or lose confidence for something, if not, and happy with dad’s companion,  i will also feel happy and do my own thing for example having a rest, reading my book, check if my plan finished.

As for grown-up with my boy, I can make a big journey for family to stay together.